Saturday, January 10, 2009

I despised Bella


Just a week ago, I even thought of naming my "future daughter" Isabella Marie.
Now...i hated myself for even considering that.
I will stick to my first choice - Alice

Oh how i hate Bella Swan for falling in love with her best friend Jacob Black!
I mean, why?

Given the fact that Jacob became her personal comforter and space heater.. and
Physically, he's tall, dark and handsome. He's brave and...

and...

and...

Gosh it's so hard to think of something good to describe him.
He's but an "overly-confident-rude-unethical-smelly-mongrel"

I have a guy best friend...two of them
but never did I fall for any of them
(sorry if they happen to read this hahaha...no offense)

Problem with Bella is she doesn't have enough self control...
there's a boundary but she crossed it

She kissed Jacob Black...back!
Oh how i hate her for doing that.

Her reason? well she wants to save Jacob's life.
She's trying to stop him in going to a fight
Damn!
Crap!
What a silly excuse!
It's just a game plan set by Jacob.
He's too "monstrous" to be hurt.
Bella is so vulnerable.
I think her hormones run her thoughts.
Her love is connected with lust.
and Jacob satisfies that hormones willingly.
What a bestfriend.
and what a lousy love.
Jacob is selfish
Bella is selfish

The ickiest thing: She kissed Edward...minutes after she kissed Jacob.
Poor...poor Edward.

How I hated the ending.

Bella doesn't deserve Edward's true love.

Bella is in love with Jacob.
But she's in love with Edward also..."her life"
How childish that she kept on grumbling....
acting grouchy
whenever Edward talks about their wedding.

My insights are like this: I think Bella is deeply in love with Jacob
but she chooses Edward...because she prefers the "comfortable life
Her love for Edward is but shallow
She's just after her good looks
and Edward's overflowing protection

She is abusing Edward's goodness.

Uhuh...sorry...i am in a "i hate Bella mode"

I want to rewrite the ending...

Edward ends up with Tanya.

There...much perfect!

Just to hurt Bella

I can't comprehend Bella's manner of thinking...
Why would she choose to hold a coal, when there's already a diamond in her hand.
Everybody's saying "she's only human"
oh come on!
good thing she's only a fictional character
if she happened to be my friend...i would give her a big smack right where her brain is supposed to be.

Edward:
-polite
-sticks to his virtue
-impossibly handsome
-rich
- smart
- clean
- ethical
- honest
- selfless
- caring
- loving
- understanding
- respectful
- decent
- virgin

Edward: Perfect

Bella...why are you so stupid?

even if Edward and Bella end up together (eventually)

I still see Bella as a two-timing-selfish character.

Sorry to all Bella fans.

I was her fan too.

Aaarrggghhh.....

Lessons learned:
Not to be like Bella and stick with my Edward.
Don't go to hell when you're already living in heaven.

I hope tomorrow when I wake up...I will remember why I liked Bella.
I hate that I hate her.


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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi. I just came to see your blogsite. I think we have the same sentiments. I am from California. and also a die hard twilight reader.
Jacob Black is fine. But if you will compare him to Edward he's a no match. I must agree that that Edward's love is true love. Unconditinal in every way. Bella's love is shallow you said it right. Based on physical attraction and addiction to being immortal. Like a teenage girl falling head over heels to a cute guy and she thought it's already true love. I think the books are a success because every girl I think you will agree on this, we wish to find our very own Edward Cullen. Bella is stupid for falling in love with Jacob when she already got the most perfect guy. Although she chose Edward in the end, her unfaithfulness tainted her image.Just like to share this thought to you.

Anonymous said...

One more thing. Bella shows one example of human weakness. Staying faithful. Her loyalty wavered. As for Edward he remained faithful. He could fall for Tanya but his heart is only for Bella.

now is there such a guy as Edward?

We wish!

Anonymous said...

Hi Jessica,
Thanks for visiting my blog :)
Yes. same sentiments.
I am on Book 4 now.

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