Deathly Decisions to make

To decide whether or not to leave a club

To decide who is or are the persons worth keeping...worth talking to...
"Who is worthy of my limited time"

To decide who must be kept locked in the past

To decide whether to forget or to remember

To decide who to believe and who to trust

To decide whether to keep my hopes up

or just sulk all day

To decide whether to act like a grown up

or stay innocent


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To accept a dream job but will keep me away from my loved ones

or be damned to a job I am comfortable but not really my dream to do and be away for several years from my dearest people.

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To decide whether to love the rain but cool

or the dry but hot weather

To decide whether to stick on being a coffee drinker

and forget milk

or love milk...and forget that I am allergic to it

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To decide whether to love rock music...with words i can't understand
but can keep me awake

or the slow songs with the clear lyrics...but will bring me to dream land in less than 5 sec.

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To decide whether I should be brave and have the operation
regardless of its risk...
regardless of the pain I have to endure when the anesthesia finally fades in
regardless of the 3-5 hour amnesia (that will make me forget who my parents are) after the operation
and end up in an asylum because luck left me and my memory won't come back.

I often doubt my sanity anyway.

or just suffer in silence whenever i am having difficulty breathing

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To decide whether to finally forgive Jacob for kissing Bella

and Bella for kissing him back.

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