I think i will die this midnight

My legs feel so weak
As if there's no blood flowing in my veins
My back hurts
My head hurts
My eyes hurts
And again...i can't breathe

And suddenly i have this feeling that i will die today or tomorrow...(just over reacting)
My fingers and brain can still function well (good enough to write this)

I AM TIRED (physically that is)

Can a person die from over fatigue?
what about too much stress?

But just in case i did not wake up tomorrow...here are my last requests:

- a hello kitty coffin (pink and white)
- A hello kitty pajama (please, don't make me wear a gown or whatever formal in my funeral)
- No makeups (a lipgloss and cheek tint will do, if really needed)
- No "burial/funeral flowers"- but tulips and roses are fine esp if they are pink and yellow
- No sad songs (I truly prefer fast songs...just get any cd from my collection)
- Don't wear black or white dress/shirts
- Insert a DVD of my favorite Korean dramas inside my coffin (just incase my journey gets a little boring...i just wish i will find a DVD player on the way)
- I prefer to be cremated (thank you)

Last: Please don't cry. I want my funeral to be fun (sort of a reunion party ^^)

Another last: no biscuits or coffee (serve real meal!)

Another another last: For my burial song: please play David Cook's "Always be my baby" (I just love it, and also RSW's My Life)

Another another another last: Somebody write a letter to 106, tell him I will still cheer him at his races (whether i became a ghost or not, and may he eat a lot coz he's getting a bit thin^^ And Congrats to the success of his concerts...and may he find real happiness and...(okay, i think i have to write a separate "letter of last words" for him)

There...

Now i can go to sleep

Goodnight! ^^

Note: 3 fortune tellers said: "you will die before you reach 30"

I am already 25 now...














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