Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Stop asking for what is not yours


I am a girl who don't ask for much
I usually feel happy with what I already have
But of course there are times when I will ask for something
A thing that I really really like
Something that I dream about
Something I wish I have

Some friends would say "ask for it and you'll have it"
"Just wait and it will come" is another advice I get
So for 8 long years...I asked God for it
With a smile, I wait patiently
There were moments I would get positive signs
Feeling hopeful, I would say "almost mine"

Just when I thought I already have it
God changed the scenes completely
My hopes...all gone
I felt like I slept for a long time
I woke up and somebody else is holding my dream
that one thing I really love

What happened there? I don't know
Do I still like it? Yes
Will I ask for it again? No
Will I wait for it again? Not anymore
Will I dream of it again? Yes

Because maybe...just maybe
God might change the scene again
Maybe next time I wake up...
It will be in my hands
If it is mine..it will be mine
I don't need to ask nor wait

If God will give you to me
I don't need to wait for you
Because no matter how far you are
God will bring me closer to you
If you are mine, I don't need to ask
Because God would say "He's always yours"




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