Finally Figured It Out

I am supposed to be at my feet and jumping with joy because this month of July is really a superb month. It's my "movie month"- Transformers 2 Revenge of the Fallen, Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs, Hannah Montana, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince- truly July should be the greatest month of the year. But I couldn't properly express or blurt out my "delight" like a kid because of MJ's death. Just when I'm about to scream in excitement, the memory of his death would tug at my heart and would nudge me every two seconds. I can't forget! It's because I can't accept. So many questions.

Well, after days of thinking about him, I finally figured it out. I now know why I can't accept he's gone. Because I have thought of Michael Jackson not as a human being but a Superhero...a fictional character...someone like Superman. Someone who would not and could not die. I expected him to be always there. Subconsciously, I thought I would die earlier than him...and my future kids would see him and would dance to Billy Jean. Well, don't blame me. Michael Jackson was so great. His talent was unbelievable. No words can fully describe him--same way when you see nature. In simple words, He is God's creation. I forgot he's a person who has an end. Silly? Yes. I thought it's really silly of me to see him as a superhero. But in a way, he is like a superhero right?

Okay, now that I figured it out. I can accept his death.
Only, I read some article from derekclontz.com that MJ is still alive and living in Hungary.

WHAT?!




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