Thursday, February 21, 2008

Never Plan...never ever make plans

My Life...has always been full of surprises

Ironically...most of the great things i achieved in my 25 years of existence in this world
were given to me "fully wrapped with a big red ribbon and left on my doorstep"
in simple words they were always given to me as gifts sent from heaven...
Some of it...i thought would be impossible but happened to be possible
Some...i could only described as "magical"
They were gifts...surprised gifts...

Because...i never plan. I don't plan things ahead

I just work hard and i pray hard..and i am always grateful to whatever i have

But this year...My new year's resolution was: "to plan"
To make a plan...for everthing

So I list down all the things which i have, want and need to do this year

But today...my plan failed.
I planned...i anticipated...i waited...I did whatever i have to according to my plan

But...whatever i planned never happened.

Whatever i anticipated and waited...never came

And for the first time this year

I cried....

It seems that...i have to go back living my life...as if it's my last day on earth.









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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Dont't be sad,baby..
God knows the right time to give you things which you want to plan this year:)

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