Thursday, November 1, 2007

From the hands of death

I feel so weak and so sad

i never thought that i would lose you so soon

two weeks is too short

If only i could ask for one more week, or just a day

you made me smile

you made my heart glad

I was changed because of you

I did things i never did before. I took care of you...like the way i never imagined i could

I was with you the whole time you're suffering and I suffered too...

If only i could take away your pain

I stayed with you, because somehow i know i would lose you

So painful...

you died in my arms , while you're holding on to me.

I feel so guilty that i couldn't do anything

If only i could snatch you away from the hands of death

I remember telling you to hang on...

as i was about to pull you out of its hands

but death is far stronger than i thought

and life was just like a smoke

Your last breath...broke my heart

I cried so hard... I thought that would wake you up

I could not say goodbye...

Up to the last minute, before the night came, I waited for a miracle

I just could not say goodbye

until now...

it seems crazy

but that's how much i care for you

because you made me happy

in those times that i thought i could not smile again

you stayed with me...when i am about to give up

that's why i know i could never ever say goodbye

It's just too soon!

and i know nobody or nothing can ever replace you in my heart



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