Monday, October 22, 2007

I'm getting blurred vision about my future

I didn't have a good sleep last night...

I was not exactly sure what has gotten into me

But suddenly i got a severe attack of "fear"

Fear of: "what my future" will be

I told my friend about my fear and she comforted me by telling me that I should not be worried...I have lived my life in a "straight" line...that's how she described it.

It's because never in my life did i rebel against my parents

never did i go home wasted

never did i do something that would put my parents and family name in shame

I have achieved some of my dreams already

I brought honors to my parents

and yes, i guess i do traveled my life's journey in a "straight" line

and i think i never have any intention of going in a wrong direction

so why am i scared?

i don't know....

i want to cry...but i am not exactly sure of the reason why should i have tears in my eyes

isn't my life supposed to be alright?

am i?


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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

maybe you just get up at the wrong side of the bed

eunjoy said...

It's time you think about what will make you happy. If you see something or someone will make you happy, then by all means chase it because we will never know what will happen to us next week, next month. next year or even the next day.

A Quarantine pass is more precious than gold (a continuation to my first morning of pandemic life)

After my nap, my mom asked me to accompany  her to the grocery store to again find some alcohol, canned goods and frozen food to help us ...