Another thing I learned in Life:
No matter how long you pray
No matter how hard you cry
and no matter how long you've been on your knees...begging and asking God to be merciful and gracious and grant you the desire of your heart...
If it's not God's will and it's not according to His plans
all your efforts..will be wasted
Things happen only if He allows it
Wishes come true only if He approves it
Impossible becomes possible only if He makes it
Man's effort is useless
Crying would only exhaust one's energy
At the end of the day it will still be all up to God
and you don't have any choice but to submit
and trust Him that He has great plans for you.
I on the other hand is giving up my own dream
but doesn't mean I will not hope and wish it will come true.
For someday, the same thing am hoping today might be the same thing God wants me to have..only He chose not to give it to me today for He knows the best time and the best day He will turn my sadness into happiness.